i should know that a lie can destroy anything. i lied a lot, and i lied to anyone. i don't know for sure whether it's for good or bad.
todays my director interogate me due to money problem. she thought i was a suspect because i am not transparent of keeping money. i want to be a good to anyone. i thought i am smart but if people are angry to me i get scary easily.
i did mistake in administration
i did not share informationh of the money to others in writings
i put the money to elsewhere
i did mistake in remembering something
she will hate me and my carrier will be finished immediately... please, God... don't punish me for things I've done. God You 're the best
